faith comes….

how often have we read that verse? faith comes by hearing, and hearing the word of God. and then try desperately to get faith. or feel guilty that we don’t have enough faith. because without faith, it is impossible to please him. isn’t that the other verse on faith we use all the time?

but let’s back up a minute and really stop and hear what God is saying. faith comes…did you see that. faith comes..IT COMES !! if you don’t have it, you can get it

how does faith come? it comes by hearing. it comes by hearing the Word of God. it comes by hearing God!

we are in a two way relationship with God, in prayer, in life and what He has to say is way more important that what I have to say. faith COMES by hearing.

what does the word tell us in proverbs?
look at 4:20-22

My son, pay attention to all the words I am telling you.
   Lean in closer so you may hear all I say.
 Keep them before you; meditate on them;
   set them safely in your heart.
For those who discover them, they are life.
    They bring wholeness and healing to their bodies.


read that again. circle it. highlight it. read it again.

Faith comes by paying attention to ALL THE WORD….lean in closer so you may hear, because faith comes by hearing. keep them before you and meditate on them, study them, hear the word of God.

what if we did this. what if we heard the word of God from God and then faith comes.

God speaks primarily through his word and anything that does not agree with the bible is not from God. faith comes.

it isn’t that we don’t have faith. we don’t have patience to wait. to pay attention, lean in closer.
can you imagine, leaning in closer to God to listen and hear the word from the word…
faith comes…

it’s about the lost sheep…

Jesus (with another parable): 3-4 Wouldn’t every single one of you, if you have 100 sheep and lose one, leave the 99 in their grazing lands and go out searching for the lost sheep until you find it? When you find the lost sheep, wouldn’t you hoist it up on your shoulders, feeling wonderful? And when you go home, wouldn’t you call together your friends and neighbors? Wouldn’t you say, “Come over and celebrate with me, because I’ve found my lost sheep”? This is how it is in heaven. They’re happier over one sinner who changes his way of life than they are over 99 good and just people who don’t need to change their ways of life.

who wouldn’t go after the one sheep? They (the ones in the parable) wouldn’t have gone after the one sheep. in that culture, in that time..it wouldn’t have been effective to go after 1 little sheep.
 the stray.
the lost one.
I have 99…who cares about 1 little sheep.
But Jesus tells them. I would.
not only do I go after the one little sheep, but I rejoice when I find him.

“don’t just listen to my words. get the deeper meaning”

Jesus says ” this is how it is in Heaven”

that one lost sheep.

Luke 15 begins with: Jesus became increasingly popular among notorious sinners, tax collectors and other social outcasts.  The religious noticed this.
what did they notice?
that the notorious sinner, the lost sheep was now healed, whole and set free.
and they weren’t.

Heaven is rejoicing over the lost sheep that is now found, not the religious that are sitting safe and sound.

the lost sheep that is now healed, and then set free.

‘get the deeper meaning’
is it possible that God is trying to tell us something more..
something deeper
healing is found by the lost sheep

it makes me think of how we, as the body of Christ are having healing inside the church for the 99, when the 1 is out front staring at the closed doors.
Jesus left the 99 in search of the 1
He left the 99 to go heal the one.
not just physical healing, but whole healing, body, soul and spirit.
bringing that lost sheep into his pasture
“this is how it is in Heaven”

is it possible that we are to go out to find the one and take healing to them
is it possible that healing isn’t for the religious but for the lost?
not that we as His children don’t receive healing, we most certainly do.
but He came for the sick..didn’t he say that
if we are found, and there are those outside of our circle that are sick, aren’t we to be going after the 1

I think a change is coming
a change in how we think of healing, wholeness
how we handle and give healing to the one
remember earlier in Luke Jesus says: ‘…and the crowds swelled wherever He went. He wasn’t impressed”

it’s about the lost sheep
its about the 1


(this post was written by Brian and Kim )





the cost of salt…

 

if you want to be My disciple, it will cost you everything.

Don’t underestimate that cost!

34 Don’t be like salt that has lost its taste. How can its saltiness be restored? Flavorless salt is absolutely worthless. 35 You can’t even use it as fertilizer, so it’s worth less than manure! Don’t just listen to My words here.

Get the deeper meaning.

 

this is from Luke 14..the end of the chapter
 
and it hits me every time I read it.
get the deeper meaning.
 
have you ever heard an altar call like this one?
come to Me and you could lose everything
 
I think we have this mindset in the U.S. that if we choose Jesus as Lord and Savior, then everything will be roses and rainbows.
we have made a fairytale of salvation.
I choose Jesus and He gives me everything I want or need.
I can now eat ice cream and oreo’s for breakfast.
I can personally tell you that eating ice cream and oreo’s for breakfast is only going to make you fat.
it’s not the deeper meaning
 
how about this.
let’s do what the word says;
count the cost
don’t underestimate the cost
 
our salvation cost more than we can every pay
we sometimes say salvation is free
but was it free?
it cost a life
it cost blood
His life and His blood
 
If you want to be My disciple it will cost you everything.
don’t underestimate that cost.
I have no idea what the cost will be for you,
but I know my family has paid a cost,
I have paid a cost
it hasn’t been roses and rainbows every day.
but,
the deeper meaning has been worth every thing it cost me
 
I have been reading a book by Tom Doyle called “Dreams and Visions” : is Jesus awakening the Muslim world?
it has been mind blowing and to me
They, our Muslim friends who are choosing Jesus, know the cost.
they lose family, friends, are beaten and beheaded
yet they choose to love and be loved by Jesus
they understand the cost of the salt.
 
“Don’t be like the salt that lost its flavor – it’s worthless…it is worth less than manure”
 
I want my salt, my life, my following of  Jesus to be salt
to flavor my neighborhood, my family, my life.
 
do you understand the cost?
do you know how your salt taste?
 
“don’t just listen to my words. get the deeper meaning”
 
the cost of the salt.
 
 
 
 
 

 

 

 

 
 

martha-kim or mary-kim

only 1 thing matters
 
just one
 
how many of us want to be Mary, but feel way more like Martha pretending to be Mary?
 
we are busy
we put so many things above Jesus
our relationship with him
jobs, relationships, prayer rooms, conferences, motherhood, facebook
 
I want to be “Mary-Kim”
but I probably act more like “Martha-Kim”
 
visionary, planning, schedules
 
how do you get there
to the one thing?
 
how?
is it like Nike’ …just do it?
but how
how do you just do it?
 
I think He tells us..from the ancient words
 
love God
love neighbor
 
You shall love God, your God with everything you have, all your heart, all your soul, all your strength and all your mind
AND
love your neighbor AS yourself
 
we have spent a lot of time and attention defining who is our neighbor
the people around us,
the lost, poor the broken
like in Luke 10,
I probably feel more like the one beaten laying on the side of the road 
but did you catch that tiny little word
that powerful little word
as
love as
as yourself
 
is it possible we spend so much time trying to love God from being busy,
from outside of our heart
not from All my heart?
inside
 
is it possible that I try to stay busy to keep from loving myself?
or am I trying to prove how much I love God by being busy?
or do I really not love myself and if I keep busy I won’t have to worry about that one thing
 
one thing
as
 
I am to love you as much as I love myself
is this the sting?
do I really love me?
 
if I don’t love me, myself, I have nothing to love you with
 
if I feel so busy, a cover for shame
am I rally finding the one thing that kept Mary at his feet?
 
she was a woman
she had the same responsibilities that Martha had, a you and I have
 
did you catch her name
a woman named Martha, but a sister called Mara.
Mara means bitter
what happened that they called her bitter
yet she knew
she knew how to love herself
give up the striving
and sit
rest
 
she knew only 1 thing matters
 
in motherhood, business, running churches and programs..still
only 1 thing matters
 
can you imagine a whole church service just sitting at his feet
 
one thing
there will always be millions of details to our lives
but only 1 , one thing
 
2 very short scriptures
that lay a foundation for life
 
one thing
only one thing really matters
and that will not be taken away …
 
I want to be a Mary-Kim
 
 
 
 

the deep

I wonder if this is what eden is like?
sitting on the deck with coffee and bible…listening to the waves crash..the sunlight breaking over the clouds…
maybe?
did they have coffee in eden?
they probably didn’t need coffee…

is this the sound of peace?
water rushing, birds singing,

as I sit here and listen, really listen..its like a symphony of praise,
quiet yet loud

the ocean is so powerful, beautiful, endless, forgiving yet unforgiving
but I must admit
i’m scared of it
the waves crashing on me
the depths
the sharks?
are there sharks in this ocean?
why would anyone want to go into water where there are sharks!

but this is where God calls us isn’t it
deep calls out to deep
he calls us into this shark water
where we just don’t know

Luke 5 Jesus tells us: move out into deeper water

move out
into
deeper…
deeper…
he calls me
he calls you
deeper

is it possible we are all still splashing in the shallow end?

just playing in the sand where the waves meet the shore line?
just sitting there wanting…
but not going?

did you notice he is there with you in the deep
he is with them in the boat, as he says, almost demands
move out into the deep

he is there
his presence is there
he even has you in a boat
it’s not about being there alone

it’s about His deep calling out to depths of me
move out..
move out
there is more for you in the deep
is he calling you also
do you hear the sound of the deep calling you

my friends, it is time
to move out
into
the deep



reverent and worshipful

Reverence for the Eternal bring bold confidence
in the reverent and worshipful fear of the Lord there is strong confidence
proverbs 14:26
 
this is what I have been reading today
along with Joshua 23 and 24
(if you want to follow along, you can get one of our ‘encounter the word’ a daily bible reading experience)
 
there is a strong confidence
a bold confidence
when you have reverent worship and awe of God
 
couldn’t we all use a little confidence ?
bold ?
strong?
 
I don’t think this is the brash, loud, overpowering people confidence but the meek, humble I can do all things through Jesus confidence
 
as I began reading in Joshua, I saw a correlation between these blessings of God
and our receiving these blessings
 
a promise
 
seeing all promises were fulfilled.
Joshua was reminding us, that as we keep our end, God always keeps His end
 
He made, he gave, he sent, he brought, he handed, he destroyed, he delivered
and we get to choose
choose this day
 
if we choose God there is a condition
 
did you ever stop to think about that?
 
in 24:14-15 we see Now therefore, reverently fear the Lord and serve Him in sincerity and in truth
 
put away from you any gods (idols – anything that keeps you from him)
 
today is the day for you to choose whom you will serve
 
we always have a choice
 
God
God and
God
God and
 
It seems we have created a religion where we can choose God, but never serve Him in sincerity or truth. we choose him, but serve ourselves.
do you see that?
are you living that?
 
so we can see that proverbs is saying the same thing
reverence
fear
 
serving him from that place of choosing Him
only him
 
verse 19 really hits home
 
if you choose God.
he is a jealous God He will not tolerate your shortcomings and your sins.
 
whaat?
 
if I choose God AND..then what am I really choosing?
it has to be God
only God
only reverence
only awe
 
verse 22 hits even harder
 
all right then, you are a witness against yourself. if it come to that, you have made this choice to serve the Lord
 
do you see that?
do you hear that?
did you ever hear that at any altar call?
choose God, give your life to God and you are a witness against yourself.
 
I become my own witness against myself by my choices
 
if I say God, but don’t serve Him
 
kinda puts a whole new slant on the ‘come up front and give your life to Jesus’ doesn’t it.
God takes this choice very serious
he is jealous
he warns us
 
is this what that strong confidence is for?
that bold confidence..
that I choose God, and give up any other god, idol, game, person, hobby,
dream, vision…
and am filled with the confidence of God
the boldness of God
 
 reverence and worshipful fear are what keep me choosing him
 
 

cause and effect….the mountain code…

I am going to write about a series I am teaching on cause and effect, the mountain code ,the sermon on the mount, the beatitudes…the most known teaching, but the least understood. I am hoping to shed some light on it for you. If this is the first thing Jesus taught, and the beatitudes are the first thing, from the first thing, than we should really pay attention to this teaching on lifestyle. Blessed are the poor in spirit, is the first mentioned, so we should really take a closer look at what and why.

We know that the beatitudes form the text of Jesus sermon, meaning they are his outline of everything else he is about to share in the code.  The rest of the sermon is His application of the beatitudes

Jesus taught these things and expects us to live them.

It is a teaching on living in the Holy Spirit. Why? because none of it is possible without the Holy Spirit. If you think you can be ‘poor in spirit’ without the Holy Spirit, then its just reverse pride, or the ‘I am a worm’ syndrome.

The Kingdom is: invisible – everyone thought it would be visible
                inhabitable – you can actually live in it
                internal – residing in the heart and inherited
                (rom 14:17)because the kingdom of God is not about eating and    
                                                                 drinking. When God reigns, the order of the day is
                                                                 redeeming justice, true peace, and joy made possible
                                                                   by the Holy Spirit.
                                       inherited – no one could inherit until Jesus died
                             and rose again.
                   (heb 9:15)This is why Jesus is the mediator of the new covenant:
                                                                    through His death, He delivered us from the sins that we
                                                                  had built up under the first covenant, and His death has
                                                                     made it possible for all who are called to receive God’s
                                                                  promised inheritance.

  The Kingdom is inseparable  from the Spirit

okay, enough for back ground

Matt 5:3 Blessed are the spiritually poor—the kingdom of heaven is theirs


this is the first. this is the key to all that follows
we cannot be filled until we are first empty

look up psalm 51:17
read Matt 23:12

who is this first talking to ? about ?
them, me, you..

what is poor in spirit?

did you read psalm 51? What sacrifice I can offer You is my broken spirit
    because a broken spirit, O God,  a heart that honestly regrets the past, You won’t detest.


it’s not financial, having no money or job.
it isn’t even about spiritual awareness
it’s about lowly
humble
humility
upside down Kingdom


it’s the acknowledgement of spiritual bankruptcy
it’s our confession or unworthy before God
it is NOT self hatred.

its that place that I know I need or want Him, more than the things of him.
recognizing spiritual helplessness, want, needy, destitute, humble, low, spiritually incompleteness.
Blessed are those who are know they are wanting, needy, helplessness without me…
do we know that?
do we know how helpless we are without him? or do we go about our day always doing our own thing?

it shatters your pride.
the divine surgery cuts away false illusions you had about yourself.

if you are poor in spirit then God got to you
if you feel totally lost without hope, God will find you

He is looking for the weak, those who know their true need.
do we know how much we need him? do we? do you need Jesus?
do you, do I know how spiritually incomplete we are without Him? without the Holy Spirit?

So why is this one listed first?
it demonstrates the upside down kingdom.
 For whoever exalts himself will be humbled, and whoever humbles himself will be exalted. (matt 23:12)

we must never outgrow our brokenness. it is our foundation.
I think most of us refuse to be broken.

being poor in spirit is the absence of defensiveness. ouch.
being poor in spirit is the absence of being judgmental. double ouch.
there is no pointing the finger when you are broken.
the one who points the finger needs to be broken.

being broken, poor in spirit is our foundation and superstructure. it is the first mentioned to build upon,
if you don’t recognize our own brokenness, poorness, we will never see meekness or self control..

then comes the blessing
the effect of the cause
the immediate consequence of brokenness is the Kingdom of Heaven.

the blessing comes after the obedience.
we want the blessing without the cause. we even make conferences and seminars around the blessing, without the brokenness.

Is this why we don’t see the Kingdom of God at hand here?
we aren’t truly broken.

we want the icing without the cake. icing without cake is just a pile of lard.

take time today and search it out. don’t move on until you feel ready.
embrace the brokenness
then the blessing will come
cause and effect


awake my soul…

today I took a prophetic journal class. a contemplative art journal, by aletheia Schmidt. I want to share with you what I learned, felt and loved about this time of art and prayer.
at first I was overwhelmed, since I can’t even draw stick people. but as I looked at all her art and images in the journal, I was almost becoming emotional. each one speaks something different to everyone who sees and looks. it wasn’t about the art. or if you can paint or draw. it was about the heart and what God was saying, doing, moving, the fluid motion of his presence in a reflective way, using creativity.

this is just the cover image from the journal. doesn’t it just speak to you to come alive, awake or to seek deeper?
 
first we were challenged to find a image in the journal that was really speaking to us.
let me tell you, that was hard.
I kept seeing a new image and thought with each turn of the page. every image someone else picked, I wanted. until I found the tree. ‘rooted’ it was called. it seems to be a theme God is speaking to me.
 
What drew me to this image of the tree?
the tree – always a tree
so many parts speak
rooted and grounded
branch – I am a branch
branches produce fruit, leaves, shade, covering
 
the beauty of a tree, the color, the shape, the history
just the word rooted to me bring hope, healing and peace
future, grace and mercy
 
what did I notice about the color or texture of the image?
what caused me to stop and ‘soak’ in this painting,
what experience does the image of ‘rooted’ give me?
 
it’s my life’s journey
deeper
rooted to me means going deeper
 
rooted and grounded
what doe it feel like to be rooted deeply ? in the word?
in the Lord?
in His presence?
 
each leave full of life
swaying with the wind
always following the wind of the spirit
 
the whole tree system supported by the roots
what is not seen is so important
the hidden growth
the struggle to push down deeper and deeper
to go higher and higher
rooted deeply to go higher
 
also a conformation of my call to be rooted in the word
 
what is the feeling that I am noticing in me as I study the image ?
 
feelings of want
wanting to know more
wanting roots to go deep in me, from me
to feel the depths of the roots
 
excitement for what the roots produce
strong roots can hold many branches, leaves, storms
 
it roots are there, even though the stump looks dead, even at the scent of rain it will produce
 
take it back to God
Aletheia not challenged us to take all that we were thinking and feeling and give it back to God
create what you are feeling
 
so I wrote more
 
it scares me
and thrills me
wanting to go deeper
and wanting to be so rooted in Him
 
it makes me feel alive
 
I can feel myself go deeper, the word going deeper
 
it is almost like as the roots go deeper,
they push past or push through what is in the way.
 
roots never end or stop
they keep rooting
keep pushing dirt and debris out of the way
to go deeper
hmmm
 
removing what is in the way to be rooted
 
so  this was my morning.
amazing
creative
contemplative
growth
roots
 
thank you aletheia for sharing your gift
 
 
the awake my soul journal is available at: www.accordingtoaletheia.com

 

random ramblings

Joshua 10 – ..he commanded the sun and the moon. sun stand still…., and moon, remain ….

the sun stalled in the sky for almost an entire day before it set.

before Joshua got to the sun stand still commanding prayer, he went though some pruning.

he had to deal with members of his tribe lying and keeping things causing deaths

then he let the ‘gib’ leaders lie, and he didn’t check with God first.

my point is; learning a commanding prayer come from an obedient life

if pride comes before the fall, it also produces humility to stand in the presence of God to ask for the sun to stand still.


proverbs 8 – I love those who love me; those who search hard for me will find me

so is the opposite true? if I am not searching to find God, do I truly love him? or am I in love with the things he does? big difference.


John 16 – I am telling you this so that you may avoid the offences that are coming.

so there is a way to not be offended.

how?
how can I not be offended?

back up
back up to john 15
follow my example in obeying the father’s command and receive his love
abide in me, let my words abide in you
the holy spirit is here to help you
I am sending him to you

we can live unoffended
so if we are living with being offended by every look, word or gesture…we might need to see where we are abiding…

just some randomness

on the edge

“now I am on the edge of complete and utter ruin in the midst of the community”
“I was in all evil in the midst of the congregation and assembly”
proverbs 5:14
why?
why are there so many on the edge of complete and utter ruin?
IN THE MIDST of community!!
that literally means, that in the midst of our church services, bible studies, worship nights, someone is sitting there in utter evil ruin.
WHY
why are we seeing so many youth and young adults cave to sin, walk away from God, give up on hope, and give in to ruin?
it’s not like they are happier
I see them.
they are still miserable
WHERE ARE THEIR PARENTS?
where are their mentors?
where are the spiritual moms and dads.
why?
“I disregarded all the my teacher said to me I turned my ear away from my instructors”
“I have not obeyed the voice or inclined by ear to the teachers words”
I disregarded
I turned my ear away
proverbs 5:13
this should make you weep
I am
why would you disregard the teacher
why would you not incline your ear
what is being taught that makes you not want to listen?
WHERE ARE THE SPIRITUAL MOMS AND DADS
the end isn’t good
” your life will end with groaning of remorse, of opportunities missed, and your flesh and bones will be eaten up with sorrow, regret for worthless efforts. then you will say why did I hate being taught”
proverbs 5:11-12
I miss my sons and daughters
I don’t want you to end up groaning in remorse
eaten up with sorrow
regret
MOMS AND DADS
we need to get back to ministering to the next generation so that they know and love God as much as we do
its not about us telling them what to do
but about us showing them the revelation of Jesus
we need an eye opening revelation to see where in the midst of the congregation and assembly our younger generation is in utter ruin
are they sitting here dead? dying? lost? unnoticed?
 
“so my children, listen to me, do not stray from my advice”
proverbs 5:7
I am calling you back from the edge
stay focused
listen
give attention
Proverbs 5:1
I am calling you back to focus on Jesus
Listen to Jesus
give attention to what I have learned about life
I am calling you back from the edge
calling you out of the ruin
calling you home
we miss you
we need you
come back from the edge