I wrote this after my brother’s murder on November 11, 2019.
2019 ended and I was forced to move into 2020, but felt so lonely in a room full of people, underwater looking up but not hearing anything. My husband asked me “where is the disconnect coming from” and God began to speak to me:
I’ve been running on adrenaline
trying to find the peace deep within
but grief and pain have caused a block
and made my heart want to stop
I can hear you calling
calling out my name
through the grief, through the pain
to rise up higher
look up here
search for me, Don’t live in fear
I (God) will always find you
and I (God) will call out your name
through the haze and crying
I’m still the one whose trying
to find you in the quiet
and give you all my peace
and love you so completely
to draw you after me
Come my child
come sit with me
give me your sadness
all your misery
take my love, my blood, my heart
and wrap yourself in me
I am your healing and your rest
I give you all of Me
Joy Slater said:
This is beautiful, thank you. Blessings, Joy Slater
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